Okay. This is going to be a problem.
3.5k pezberry, with some kurt.a/n: so technically i’m still on hiatus but it’s ashleigh’s birthday today and so this was only fair. this is rough and kind of trails off but it’s pezberry, what more do you want from me.
In her defense, she thought Rachel was her girlfriend pillow.
And yes she’s aware of how stupid that sounds.
an anon asked me like five days ago which stories came after i80w chronologically, so i put together the whole list for you:
it’s a feeling i guess that i’ll get used to (summer between s2/3) Brittany goes away with her parents for the first month of the summer, and Santana finds a friend she wasn’t expecting. (santana gen w/ sam/santana friendship)
world’s finest (season 3, after sam comes back) It’s not that she’s a nerd or anything but Batwoman has a girlfriend now and the art is really pretty, and if anyone asks—if Brittany asks—Sam totally made her read it and it’s totally not her fault.
if you’ll let me here’s what i’ll do (season 3, after 3x14) She’s dimly aware of the part of her mind that registers that Quinn still isn’t at the chapel. (quinn/brittany/santana friendship)
but summer’s almost here (season 3, prom) She remembers last year and wants to say thank you for other things too.
i-80 west (post-season 3, splits from canon) Brittany and Santana graduate high school and spend one last summer in Lima before heading off to college.
find the map and draw a straight line(freshman year at college) Santana hates Fridays, but she loves Saturdays.
paper flowers (freshman year at college, valentine’s day) And, okay, maybe leaving it to the last minute wasn’t the best idea, either.
pancakes (sophomore year at college) Whatever, she blames the sudafed.
pavlov’s daughter (sophomore year at college) “So do we finally get to meet Berkeley tonight? I’m starting to think she doesn’t exist.”
all the things we never say (post-college) There’s a lot to talk about, and forms to fill in, and legal help to get, because it’s not like this is the kind of thing that happens accidentally.
father’s day (Haily ficlet)
pets and/or siblings (Haily ficlet)
storm (Haily ficlet) and a follow up ficlet
up (Haily ficlet) “The balloons on the box were deceptive,” she says, as she shuts the television off.
2k-ish
for kat! HAPPY BIRTHDAY <3! since you seem to be having a lot of red beauty feels lately, i thought i’d try and do something with them for you but i’m not entirely sure it was a good idea.
She meets Rumplestiltskin in the diner once a week for lunch. He tries hard to smile and be gentle, and she eats the food he orders for her, and it’s fine, the way the middles of stories are supposed to be fine.
She looks for flashes of red out of the corners of her eyes, but Granny always takes their order and brings their food, and she’s not entirely sure why she’s looking anyway.
17.5k
written by ashleigh and me for quittmas, but we kind of got carried away
a/n1: i want to thank ashleigh for making me hyperaware of the limits of my own writing abilities
a/n2: i’d like to thank han for ruining my ability to write alone ever again
the 12 christmases of annabelle fabray-pierce
santana/sam set during glease for ashleigh, because she asked
5k
Brittany isn’t the only person she misses from Lima.
5k
for anon, who asked what i thought the first friday night after the break up was like
The point is, it’s a Friday night and there’s no Brittany where there’s always been Brittany before.
Characters: Santana/Brittany
Length: 4.7k
Summary: She can’t even get through a holiday without it reminding her of Brittany, and the thought makes her want to laugh but she can barely get through a day without it reminding her of Brittany either, so.
A/N: written for the Monster Fic Mash
It’s bad enough being known as the lesbian cheerleader from Lima, without being known as the girl with the relationship that fell apart six weeks into college.
Characters: Vod/Oregon, Josie, JP.
Length: 2.5k
Summary: Oregon is wearing some dead posh twat’s clothes and trying to get off with her, and fucking hell, she needs another cigarette.
“Why you got pen on your face?” she’s not even asking about the fucking tie.
“Don’t lesbians have sideburns?” Oregon says, after half a second. She rubs her finger against the skin, just underneath where she’s drawn it. “Do you think JP has a pipe?”
Characters: Brittany/Santana, Sam, Rachel, Mercedes.
Rating: R, for violence/character death.
Summary: In 1951, Andrew Ryan founded the underwater city of Rapture as a capitalist paradise free of religion and government. With the discovery of a substance that enabled changes to be made to an individual’s DNA, the rich members of Rapture society chased genetic perfection while the poor worked to keep the city alive, becoming increasingly dissatisfied with their lot. Civil war breaks out on New Year’s Eve, 1958, and Brittany and her sister find themselves alone in their apartment, trying to figure out how they’re going to stay alive.
A/N: This fic is a crossover with the video game Bioshock, and takes place in that world. I’ve tried to explain as much of the world as I can, and I hope that people unfamiliar with the game will be able to enjoy it as an apocafic. Thanks to JJ for being my guinea pig, and Hayley for the “encouragement.”
“I thought you were dead,” Santana says, and then she’s got her right arm around her and pulling her closer, her left arm hanging at her side, and Brittany’s fingers slide up to clutch at her dress, trying to ignore the way the bottom of it is burnt and the arm is ripped off as she sobs into her neck.
Brittany just takes a breath and says, “I’m not going anywhere you know.”
2.2k, song spoilers for 4.04.
A/N: Mine gave me a lot of feelings. This is for JJ since I shouted the first part of it at her this morning in an effort to take her down with me.
It takes him a minute to get it, but then he says, “You let us win didn’t you?”
300 words
Characters: Rachel, Santana, Sam, Brittany. (Rachel/Santana, Sam/Brittany, Brittany/Santana)
Summary: This story follows Sam, Brittany, Santana and Rachel in the year and a half after New Directions win at Nationals for the first time as they come in and out of each other’s lives and try to find a place for themselves, even if that place isn’t where they originally thought they would be.
A/N: This is the last part, thanks to everyone for reading and I hope you enjoyed it.
She doesn’t know how to tell her that that is the opposite of the problem, that she wants this so much it scares her, so she just leans up and kisses her again, soft and insistent, pulling her as close as she can.
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I say you write a ficket based on what dashboard song you are listening to.
She gets into this really bad habit of sitting in her room is the dark listening to awful angsty rock songs and it’s like—she’s not thinking about Brittany but the way this dude is singing all she can see in her head is the way she’d rolled out of the choir room on Artie’s lap with this sad look in her direction, her fingers playing with the hair at the nape of his neck while she’d tried to look like she didn’t care.
She doesn’t think about them. She doesn’t think about whatever they’re doing, and if they’re pressed together in the dark somewhere making out. Whatever, she doesn’t care anyway. It’s not like she and Brittany were ever— It’s not like she loves—
Fuck, nothing about this is the way she planned.
(When she gets into bed later, there’s this one perfect blonde hair tangled on her pillow, and she stares at it for a long time before she pushes the pillow off the edge, and curls up on her side of the bed, staring at the gap.)
It’s the first time she’s visited Santana since she moved, and she’s supposed to be taking it all in and saying nice things about the campus and the buildings all around them, but she hasn’t seen Santana is a month and the difference between Santana on a webcam and Santana in the flesh is the difference between apples and oranges, or maybe apples and some really awesome candy that she can’t wait to put in her mouth.
2.5k
A/N: porn, pretty much. somebody asked, so this is for you bb.
Characters: Rachel, Santana, Sam, Brittany. (Rachel/Santana, Sam/Brittany, Brittany/Santana)
Summary: This story follows Sam, Brittany, Santana and Rachel in the year and a half after New Directions win at Nationals for the first time as they come in and out of each other’s lives and try to find a place for themselves, even if that place isn’t where they originally thought they would be.
She wasn’t supposed to go backwards anymore, only she’s veered so far off what she always thought of as forwards now that she’s not sure what to do.
